So dont ask where I'm going,
just listen when I'm gone.
and far away you'll hear me
singing softly to the dawn.

Sculpture Babik & I Built on Block Island
Well, here I am. Spring Break 2010, about to get started on the culmination of my studies: my senior honor's thesis. Yet, here I am. Distracted by my thoughts, deciding to start a new blog. I think that it's appropriate considering I'm about to start new beginnings as I graduate from university. What comes next? I haven't the slightest clue at this point. But I have faith that I will make my path. Things will work out.
Last year at this time I was in El Salvador. I was exploring San Salvador, perhaps just returned from Suchitoto and El Citio, with the great news that the FMLN beat Arena for the first time in decades. The people had won! The celebration, the happiness, the laughter. It was all so incredible. But has it all made a difference? Has the hope it brought to being amounted to the change El Salvador needs?

Celebrations in Suchitoto After the FMLN Victory
I don't know. I do know that I don't want to forget. I don't want to forget anything that I learned. Sometimes I feel like all the details, all the faces, all the smiles that I encountered in my trips to Lesotho, Israel, and Central America are fading. I don't want that. But at the same time, I must move on with life, and I must learn new things. How do I keep it all organized in my head?

Rohelio - one survivor of the massacres of the Copapayo community in 1983, El Salvador.
Can he make sense out of everything he has gone through? Does it make sense? Can it?
My thesis is on liberation theology. I am excited to study it once again, yet it also seems like such a daunting task. I hope the end product will bring me some closure on what I experienced in El Salvador. Or perhaps it will open up old wounds, or introduce new ones. We'll see.

Painting of Oscar Romero's Assassination
"Nothing is so important to me as human life.
Taking life is something so serious, so grave -
more than the violation of any other human right -
because it is the life of G-d's children,
and because such bloodshed only negates love,
awakens new hatreds,
makes reconciliation and peace impossible."
-Oscar Romero. March 16, 1980
I couldn't agree more with those words.

Sunset on Little Corn